I am not the "almost perfect partner".

I pray to meet him.

And I am hoping he'd stay around.



Sunday, April 29, 2012

Some 5 Years Ago...

Oh my! Wala akong magawa on this Sunday Morning and I was looking for a song to post on Facebook. I thought, "I Could Not Ask For More" would do, as it has been staple to my relationships and one guy introduced it to me. Nakita ko yung vid na ginawa nya for me. ♥

Siya yung unang guy na naka-live in ko. Kung paano ako magmahal now, nakuha ko sa kanya yun. We broke up, maybe because we were immature, simple as that. Pero we know na there is still a possibility, sa tamang time.

Every time one goes single, we tell each other, mauuwi rin kami sa isa't isa sa ending. Sweet! Yeah, sweet guy sya, he sent me my favorite cake sa office on my most recent birthday pa nga eh.

Actually, he courted me a few weeks back, pero we kinda messed it up. Ako, takot pa magmahal muli. Sya, busy sa school. Maybe, if magkakabalikan kami, not this time. When we're both ready.

I used to call him Baby Earthworm, he used to call me Pinworm. :D Fun times, good old fun times! :D

Monday, April 16, 2012

Single Once Again! Demmit!

Whoah. Antagal ko na din hindi nag iwan ng post ha?

To update everyone, last October 8, 2011, I became officially someone's "Munch" but after four months... Well I know you know where it led.

Oh yes, the break up was difficult for me pero I was able to get through it faster than expected. I loved and still love him. He is one of the best in the world.

I won't blog about what happened anymore, baka ma-emo lang ako, pero all I can say right now is that we tried our best to work it, pero maybe we're really not meant to be.

So how's my single life na ba?

Im'ma tell you in my next posts. ♥ 

Sunday, February 19, 2012


Please, Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change,
the courage to change the things that I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time.
Enjoying one moment at a time.
Accepting hardships as pathway to peace.
Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is and not as I would have it.
Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His will.
That I will be reasonably happy in this life,
And supremely happy with Him,
forever in the next.

I have been reciting this prayer for some time now and, thankfully, its working. I know everyone has been struggling with at least something today and if you feel like you're losing your sanity, try to whisper this prayer and you will get by. I will get by. I need to. You too.

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

June 12, 2011 : Bother Me Not

There are a lot of things bothering me lately. Some of them are resolved but most of them are not. I'd give time to have it over one by one. I have to get it all out of my way.

But the thing thats been bothering me the most is something I am not sure how to face.

God, please help me.

May 18, 2011 : Trust and Respect

"What's that one single element of a relationship, aside from love, that once lost, everything else will follow?"

Tanong sa akin yan ng isang blogger when we were talking over the phone. It just came out of the blue.

Ano nga ba?

He said "Trust".

Cliche! Lahat yan na lang sinasabi. At since ayokong magpatalo, iba ang sinabi ko. hahaha! Pero I think may sense naman...

I told him, that one element I cannot live without in a relationship is "Respect".

Ewan ko ba. In my opinion, may pagkakataong you can forgive a person and still trust him even after he did you wrong tapos you'll continue yung kung ano meron kayo and live happily ever after.

Pero when you lose respect to that person, hindi na magwowork.

Let's say for example when a guy cheats on me and I really love him a lot, I'll perhaps give him another chance. Defining words: Cheat, Perhaps, Chance.

Love will give life to respect and respect will pay it forward by breathing life to trust. For me, trust is something that you give electively to somebody.

Magwowork ang relationship even with a very little trust, it may be difficult but it will find its way in, so long as you really are willing to work on it.

Pero pag nawala ang respect, for me, wala ng chance to gain it anymore.

When a cheater cheats, you may give him another chance and trust him with another try to make things work. Kaya nga I think it, trust, is elective.

By cheating you may lose trust, yes, but more than that you will lose respect to that person already. Siguro it may not struck you in the face pero somewhere if youll think more about it, hindi ka na makikipagbalikan hindi lang dahil hindi mo sya kayang pagkatiwalaan. Hindi mo sya pagbibigyan dahil hindi mo na kayang respetuhin ang sinasabi nyang hindi na nya uulitin.

anyway, this is me ranting yet again. 

Bye for now.